Shot 1 from exploring the non-beautiful. I haven't been feeling so confident, and thought that maybe as part of getting through it, I should just capture it. Choice phrase to encapsulate the feeling; I thought of it last night: "I feel like a worthless piece of *&+%". And I do. But as I keep trying to get a "regular job" and be a contributing member of society and to my family, I figure art gives me the hope of something I am good at and maybe an alternate route to success.
